My Offering to God

I would like to say that these have been the best and greatest two years of my life. But, as I look back on the many experiences which i faced as a full time missionary in Nicaragua, I see much pain, sadness, and hardship. Times when my faith was tested to its limits. But i can remember with tears in my eyes, the sweet comfort and peace which my Father in Heaven blessed me with. Maybe I wasn't the greatest and hardest working, or the most obedient, or the most spiritual, but I came to know God the Eternal Father and His Son Jesus Christ in the most profound ways. Words cannot describe those experiences.

"And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent." John 17:3

I believe that young men and young women are not sent on missions to simply grow up, or share the gospel, I believe, through my own personal experience, that we are sent on missions to get to know Our Father in Heaven and Jesus Christ, Our Savior. I have felt the same sorrow and disappointment of disobedient investigators and converts. I have found myself many a time on my knees with tears of anger and deception running down my cheeks. I have been lied to, cast out, mocked, and persecuted. I think, like Elder Jeffrey Holland once spoke, that we are to experience, if only a little, the pain and sorrow that Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ experienced in the Garden of Gethsemane and on the cross of Calvary. That as we experience these trials and difficulties that come to shake our faith, that we stand shoulder to shoulder with the best life this world has ever known. I echo those words now. Maybe these weren't the best two years of my life or the happiest, or the easiest, but they sure were the most important.

But, of course, the mission did have its moments. I see before me every person I have ever taught, some of the humblest people on the face of the Earth, and my heart is filled with so much love and compassion towards them. I felt like a father who watches his children born, watches as they learn and grow, crawling, walking, running, jumping, reading, writing, spelling, typing. I have felt the joy of taking them by the hand and walking them through Gods Plan of Salvation, the Gospel of Jesus Christ, His commandments. I have felt the joy of seeing them enter the water of baptism and make covenants with their Heavenly Father. I have seen the blessings which have come to their lives because of their faith. I have felt the Holy Spirit enter into their hearts and change their lives.

Is it our purpose and is it the plan of God that we learn a little in this life of what its like to be Him? As I ponder on all the experiences of these last two years I see the reflection of a Loving Heavenly Father who would go to any lengths to see His children happy, Joyful, and Exalted.

"For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." John 3:16

I know that this is only the beginning of a new life. With new goals and new purposes. I know that Christ and His love has changed me, softened me, humbled me. I know that there is nothing comparable with His love. I know that I have served Him not just to fulfill a commandment but to bring that same love and that same joy of redemption to all His children. I pray that Heavenly Father accepts my offering and pray that I was able to make a difference in someones life.

"For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:38-39

Finally, I bear my testimony of the Resurrected and Glorified Christ. I know that He lives. I know that His Gospel is true. I know that the Book of Mormon is the Word of God given to ancient prophets in the Americas. I know that Joseph Smith is the Prophet of the Restoration, there is no doubt in my mind that he was called of God through Divine Prophecy. I know that Thomas S. Monson is also a true prophet of God given to us in these days to guide us on the straight and narrow path. I know that families can be together forever through God´s Holy Priesthood. I know that we are all children of a Loving Heavenly Father who has provided a plan and a purpose for us. I know we can become like Him. Of all these things I testify, having been called and set apart as an ambassador of the Lord Jesus Christ for the last 2 years, in the sacred name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

Elder Alejandro Ochoa Lim
Misión Nicaragua Managua Sur
November 2014-November 2016

Line Upon Line

This week was a very normal week and it went by faster than I thought it would. We have been having a hard time trying to find new people to teach but I know that the Lord will bless us as long as we keep working faithfully. It has been a little hard for me to keep moving forward what with my mission ending soon but I still feel the same vigor and motivation to work as I did the first day of my mission. Yesterday, we had a little bit of down time with the elections here we couldnt go out and proselyte but  did have the opportunity to look back on some of my old journal entries from when i first came to the MTC. What a great difference I have seen in my life and the way i have grown these last two years. Sometimes it is hard to see changes in oneself because you are always with yourself but I think that is why we have journals to see progress in our ownselves. I know I am still very far from perfect but it helps me to know that I have grown at least a little in my time here in Nicargaua. I believe that God puts us in certain situations and gives us certain weaknesses so that we might grow and flourish. I believe we are being tried and tested every day. I like to think that way so that when temptation comes I can gain strong and confidence. I have felt the strength of Christs atonement in my life and I know it has great strength unto the exalting of men. Its good to know that I dont need to be perfect right now, but as long as I have a humble attitude and strive to serve others daily that the Lord will guide me with His Spirit and I shall be sactified through Him.

For behold, thus saith the Lord God: I will give unto the children of men line upon line, preceptupon precept, here a little and there a little; and blessed are those who hearken unto my precepts, and lend an ear unto my counsel, for they shall learn wisdom; for unto him that receiveth I will give more; and from them that shall say, We have enough, from them shall be taken away even that which they have. 2Nephi 28:30

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Blessings Abound in Nicuragua

This last week was one of the greatest of these last two years. Despite much adversity and much trial of faith. The Zambrana Family was baptized and confirmed members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints.

As I ponder on their path towards baptism, I realize the many miracles we beheld and the extraordinary faith of this family. Juana who is the head of the household and single mother, was a great example to her family despite having to work hard every day under the hot sun and not being able to see or read very well she showed extraordinary faith towards baptism. One of the great miracles was when we taught her the Word of Wisdom. Despite having started to drink coffee the same time she started nursing as a baby, she was able to quit coffee the same day we taught her this great commandment. Even though the first few days were very difficult for her, suffering severe headaches, she never drank coffee again.

Ana is the granddaughter of Juana. Ever since the day she received the Book of Mormon she read it insatiably, sometimes going to bed late at night. She has grown a profound testimony of the Book of Mormon and I believe completed reading the book right before her baptism, which means she read it in just one month. She was at first very shy and was embarrassed to say the prayers in our lessons but soon gained confidence enough to read and pray out loud in our Gospel Principles class.

Maycol and Alicia were married the same day they were baptized. Despite working a very difficult job and not being able to read very well, Maycol put in a lot of effort to read the scriptures every day and the lesson pamphlets. He was one of those who accepted our message from the very beginning. His wife, Alicia, at first didn't seem too interested but after a couple weeks of visiting with her husband she soon joined in and committed to baptism along with her husband.

Juan became a great and powerful addition to the church. Even though he cant read very well. He always strove to learn and complete with Gods commandments. He had some difficulties with coffee but with much faith and great commitment to God, he was able to stop drinking. 

With such faith I am filled with complete joy and humility. I know that these miracles were not of our doing but of the power of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. I am so grateful of these gifts and blessings which Our Father in Heaven sees fit in His everlasting mercy to pour out upon us. I know that this is Gods church and that this is His work. I have seen and felt of these truths and I know they are real.

"Then said Jesus unto his disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow me." Matthew 16:24

The Gift of Grace

        As my time as a full-time missionary of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints comes to a close, I have seen even greater the tender mercies of God. I have also seen the many imperfections and faults within myself and many things which I could have done better. As I reflect on these last two years I come to know more of the principle of grace. In my mind I often think on the perfect outcome of things, how things should be. Many nights as I kneel down to offer up my work of the day unto my God, I have often felt grief and shame as I look upon all my faults and errors. My heart becomes weighed down by the many weaknesses I have and I wish to be able to turn back the clock and restart the day. As the weight of justice presses down upon my conscience, I cry to the Lord for strength and forgiveness. As I supplicate for mercy, I am blessed with the Gift of Grace.

        When our Lord Jesus Christ suffered pains and afflictions of all kinds in the Garden of Gethsemane and on the Cross of Calvary, He understood that we could not would never come to be perfect or always be perfect. He knew we would be rebellious and commit all kinds of mistakes, nevertheless, He suffered it. Through this great and powerful sacrifice He paved the way for mercy and grace to find way into our hearts and to ultimately win Eternal Salvation. Through repentance and the keeping of our covenants we are made worthy of these exalting powers. How much are we in debt to Him! Now peace and calm can fill shame and guilt as we strive to obey and become better.

"For we labor diligently to write, to persuade our children, and also our brethren, to believe in Christ, and to be reconciled to God; for we know that it is by grace that we are saved, after all we can do." 2 Nephi 25:23

He Knows Your Heart

   This last Saturday my good friend, Idalia, entered the waters of baptism. When we first met Idalia she had been to church many times before and was almost baptized but for other reasons and doubts was not baptized at the time. when we had our first visit she was full of doubts and was resigned to never coming to church again. When we talked to her her doubts frustrated me and I felt myself about to give up and leave her for good. But as I prayed in my heart and asked God for understanding I was inspired with the words I needed to say and her heart was softened toward us. In our later visits we found her very open and willing to listen to us. She started coming back to church and found that spirit she had felt before. After about a month of visiting her my companion felt inspired that we should challenge her to baptism again and when we did she accepted.
     The Lord works in mysterious ways and knows our minds and hearts better than we do. I know that the Lord wanted us to keep visiting her because He knew that she was prepared even if I didn't see it. I am grateful for the Lord and His merciful hand towards all His children. I am grateful for the opportunity to have helped this sister come unto the truth and realize the joy and happiness that living the gospel brings. I know that this will only be a great beginning for here and her children, who will one day also be members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.

"Behold, when ye shall rend that veil of unbelief which doth cause you to remain in your awful state of wickedness, and hardness of heart, and blindness of mind, then shall the great and marvelous things which have been hid up from the foundation of the world from you—yea, when ye shall call upon the Father in my name, with a broken heart and a contrite spirit, then shall ye know that the Father hath remembered the covenant which he made unto your fathers, O house of Israel." 
Ether 4:15

Continue in Faith

This week I had the wonderful opportunity to watch my little brother Antonio receive his mission call to the Japan Fukuoka Mission. Congratulations Elder Antonio Lim! Serve with honor and give all your heart, might, mind, and strength to God, as you do so the Lord will pour out His eternal blessings upon your head and that of your posterity.

"And every one that hath forsaken houses, or brethren, or sisters, or father, or mother, or wife, or children, or lands, for my name’s sake, shall receive an hundredfold, and shall inherit everlasting life." Matthew 19:29

This week we have been facing challenges with some investigators of ours. We have been teaching this family for about 3 weeks now and they are progressing well. Recently we taught them of the Law of Chastity and their need to be married legally. Two of the men both need to be married. Due to their poor and humble circumstances they cannot provide the money sufficient to pay their marriage. We have been instructed in these situations to exercise faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and remember His merciful hand unto all His children-

"And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight." 1 John 3:22

I expressed unto them my deep conviction of Gods love for them and how he wants to bless us in every way. The Lord is willing to give us everything we want but we must show faith in Him, doing that which is pleasing in his sight. I know that we may not see those things that we need or know if we will be blessed with the miracle but I believe in the promise of Moroni that we do not receive a testimony until after the trial of our faith. So, if you find yourself in this situation, continue in faith doubting nothing and it shall be given thee.

The Voice of the Lord's Servants

     Another conference weekend has come and gone. This last conference I had the privilege of watching the whole thing. Due to local circumstances, I was not permitted to see the other conferences throughout my mission. Not being able to see the conference for 2 years has been a great trial for me and has made me appreciate the opportunity to listen to living prophets and apostles. I am so grateful for their divine counsel and for the spirit which they maintain to guide us and lead us to salvation and life eternal. I pray that you will learn to treasure and appreciate these divine messages throughout your lives and not take them for granted. I am also grateful to be a member of the restored Church of Jesus Christ which holds the priesthood power of God unto the salvation of man in the last days. I hope you will not take this for granted either and always show gratitude to the God who has had so much mercy and love toward you.

"What I the Lord have spoken, I have spoken, and I excuse not myself; and though the heavens and the earth pass away, my word shall not pass away, but shall all be fulfilled, whether by mine own voice or by the voice of my servants, it is the same." D&C 1:38

"And now I say unto you, who shall declare his generation? Behold, I say unto you, that when his soul has been made an offering for sin he shall see his seed. And now what say ye? And who shall be his seed?
     Behold I say unto you, that whosoever has heard the words of the prophets, yea, all the holy prophets who have prophesied concerning the coming of the Lord—I say unto you, that all those who have hearkened unto their words, and believed that the Lord would redeem his people, and have looked forward to that day for a remission of their sins, I say unto you, that these are his seed, or they

are the heirs of the kingdom of God." Mosiah 15:10-11

God's Power and Authority

This week my message centers around the power and authority that has been restored to man through the Prophet Joseph Smith.

A couple of days ago I had the opportunity to teach a young man about the church and of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. At first glances i was hesitant to speak with him because of his crude speech and many tattoos but as we sat down and I began to inquire of his understanding or knowledge of the church and the Gospel, I felt impressed to teach of the simple truths which the Lord has restored unto man in these last days. I read to him in the 27th chapter of 3 Nephi verses 19-20. I often read this scripture to many when introducing the true gospel of Jesus Christ-

"19 And no unclean thing can enter into his kingdom; therefore nothing entereth into his rest save it be those who have washed their garments in my blood, because of their faith, and the repentance of all their sins, and their faithfulness unto the end.
20 Now this is the commandment: Repent, all ye ends of the earth, and come unto me and be baptized in my name, that ye may be sanctified by the reception of the Holy Ghost, that ye may stand spotless before me at the last day."

As I expounded the Gospel unto him. I felt inspired to ask him of the importance of baptism. he replied with a basic answer and then asked "But why are there so many different baptisms today? which is the correct?"

I felt inspired to asked him "What makes baptism, a baptism? and not just a quick dunk in the water?" He felt confused at the question and I explained to him- Baptism is made baptism through the power and authority which the person who performs the baptism holds. if the performer of the baptism has not power and authority given of God, the ordinance is null and without efficiency. When a baptism is performed by the authorized power and authority of God passed by the laying on of hands, that baptism is accepted not just on Earth but in heaven.

Christ taught to His apostles- Matthew 16:19
"And I will give unto thee the keys of the kingdom of heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt bind on earth shall be bound in heaven: and whatsoever thou shalt loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven."

I testify that this power and authority has been restored in the Church of Jesus Christ today. It has been conferred directly from the hands of Jesus Christ and the Prophet of His church holds these keys today.

Strength Through Christ's Power

     This last week I was pondering the applicational Power of the Atonement of Jesus Christ. As I pondered and searched the scriptures I found that the scriptures are filled with many and various examples and teachings of the Atonement. I found that the Atonement is not just only a cleansing and purifying force that takes effect when we repent and are baptized, but it is an actual applicable power that we can draw upon for strength and sustenance as we face daily trials and challenges.

Take Alma 7:11-12
"And he shall go forth, suffering pains and afflictions and temptations of every kind; and this that the word might be fulfilled which saith he will take upon him the pains and the sicknesses of his people. And he will take upon him death, that he may loose the bands of death which bind his people; and he will take upon him their infirmities, that his bowels may be filled with mercy, according to the flesh, that he may know according to the flesh how to succor his people according to their infirmities."

     This scripture teaches us that Christ's sacrifice has the power to give us succor in times of distress and difficulty. Our Savior felt everything pain and weakness that we ever go through and we can draw real strength from the fact that Christ has already suffered for these things and that we don't have also. We can be healed and strengthened as we draw upon the real power of the Atonement. The Book of Mormon prophet Moroni taught us in Ether 12:26-27 that as we humble ourselves and have faith in Jesus Christ we shall find strength to overcome our weaknesses-

"And when I had said this, the Lord spake unto me, saying: Fools mock, but they shall mourn; and my grace is sufficient for the meek, that they shall take no advantage of your weakness; And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them."

   
Sometimes we feel distraught and foolish because of our weaknesses but I testify that as we humble ourselves through meaningful and constant prayer that we can draw from the real power of the Atonement. Christ taught us this key principle even as he suffered in the walls of Gethsemane-

Matthew 26:41-
Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.

So be not afraid for tomorrow. Watch and pray always and the Lord shall strengthen you.

An Anchor to Our Souls

     Lately it seems that my mind has been focused on building a stronger foundation. Building a foundation on Christ. A couple of months ago we were talking with a less active woman and we asked her what her favorite scripture was, she showed us this scripture and ever since then it has stuck with me.

     "Wherefore, whoso believeth in God might with surety hope for a better world, yea, even a place at the right hand of God, which hope cometh of faith, maketh an anchor to the souls of men, which would make them sure and steadfast, always abounding in good works, being led to glorify God." Ether 12:4

     I love the part about if we have hope and faith in Christ for a better world, it says that this makes an anchor for our souls. I love the idea of an anchor. This example works just as well as the example of building our house upon "the rock". Just building upon a rock creates a firm foundation, the anchor acts as a steadfast and immovable point in our lives that holds our spiritual ship in place. Against the storms and winds of life that will constantly beat upon us, the anchor keeps us steadfastly in one place. I love how the scriptures never talks about taking us away from the storms and tribulations of life. Binstead we can find strength and center even when the storms beat upon us. It was and never is our Heavenly Father's purpose to take away our trials and challenges, for it is through these trials that we are perfected. He only provides a way that we can overcome these trials and challenges and become greater.
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     Many people here, especially men, when trials and difficulties come try to hide and cover their pain and sorrow through alcohol and drugs. They build their houses upon the sand and when the storms come they are swept off into the great abyss. The real solution to these trials is to build and anchor your life in the faith and hope that we can find and have a better world. We know that our Heavenly Father loves us, He has given us a perfect plan of happiness. Confide in this. Don't lift your anchor in the hope that the storm will take you to calmer waters and then be bashed upon the rocks. let your anchor stay and find strength and comfort in the storm, with the knowledge that it will pass and the sunrise will be all the more beautiful and that you have glorified God.

Foreordained of God

This week I was reading in the Book of Mormon in Alma chapter 13. I came across a scripture that I had never before paid attention to-

"And this is the manner after which they were ordained—being called and prepared from the foundation of the world according to the foreknowledge of God, on account of their exceeding faith and good works; in the first place being left to choose good or evil; therefore they having chosen good, and exercising exceedingly great faith, are called with a holy calling, yea, with that holy calling which was prepared with, and according to, a preparatory redemption for such."

We have been called from the foundation of the world to serve God in all righteousness and faith. I know that we are not where we are because of coincidence. God is not a God of coincidence and He has planned our lives since the foundation of the world. I pray that all might remember their purpose here on the Earth and remember their calling. I know that for such who remember to keep the faith will receive the redemption prepared for them.

Believe in God

This last Wednesday was mission transfers. I anticipated having transfers but i was not sure if the Lord still needed me there in Monte Fresco. Well, the Lord had more plans for me and I was transferred. I am now in Granada. Branch Sabaneta. My companion, Elder Tyler from Oregon. We are assigned to re-open this area. So as I began the mission, I will end the mission. If you have been counting and keeping up with my blog you will notice that this is my fourth time re-opening an area.

As I pondered this occurence I remembered that I had prayed to Heavenly Father that he might bless me with a greater opportunity to end the mission and to work hard until the end. I know that the Lord inspired my mission president to put me here and I feel this is where I need to be. Although I will miss many of the members and converts in Monte Fresco, I feel God´s love and wisdom. I often pnder the great wisdom of God and reflect on the many tender mercies and many learning experiences i have seen both on and before the mission. I know that He loves each and every one of us individually and perfectly. He knows our desires and our hearts and answers our prayers. Whenever i do not understand understand exactly why things happen the way they do I always read and cling to the following scripture-

Mosiah 4:9

"Believe in God; believe that he is, and that he created all things, both in heaven and in earth; believe that he has allwisdom, and all power, both in heaven and in earth; believe that man doth not comprehend all the things which the Lord can comprehend."

As we trust in God continually, we show faith in him. We find peace and security in a world of changing values and morals. As we come to trust God, we build our life upon a sturdy and solid foundation, insomuch that when the hail and whirlwinds and storms and floods come beating upon our house we will not fall.

"And now, my sons, remember, remember that it is upon the rock of our Redeemer, who is Christ, the Son of God, that ye must build your foundation; that when the devil shall send forth his mighty winds, yea, his shafts in the whirlwind, yea, when all his hail and his mighty stormshall beat upon you, it shall have no power over you to drag you down to the gulf of misery and endless wo, because of the rock upon which ye are built, which is a sure foundation, a foundation whereon if men build they cannot fall." Helaman 5:12

I know that it is upon these principles that we can find success and great strength in this world. Many times as a missionary, my strength falters and my body grows weary and tired. Many times I think about spending the day upon my pillow, forgeting the hardships which face me on a daily basis but every time i feel so, I say a prayer and my spirit and my strength is lifted.

True Love

"Wherefore, my beloved brethren, pray unto the Father with all the energy of heart, that ye may be filled with this love, which he hath bestowed upon all who are true followers of his Son, Jesus Christ; that ye may become the sons of God; that when he shall appear we shall be like him, for we shall see him as he is; that we may have this hope; that we may be purified even as he is pure. Amen." Moroni 7:48

     This last week there were many times in which I was faced with this question. What is charity? I was pondering such a question, What does charity have to do with salvation? As I read the scripture above I realized that our true destiny is to become as Christ is. Perfect and pure. Its not just obeying commandment and abstaining from sin but literally living as Christ lived and doing as he did. As we do so and show charity to our fellow brethren. Actively seeking opportunities to serve and to love one another that we will become as He is and we shall be purified even as he is pure. I have pondered this doctrine and remembered one time when someone asked me why I wanted to serve a mission, I thought deep down and knew that it was because of love. Love for God. Now it is not only for the Love of God but for the Love for the people. I know that many many times I have been distraught and homesick, tired and broken, but I know that by serving these people with all my heart, might, mind, and soul that I am doing as God has asked of me. God is shaping me into one of His sons, that inasmuch as I shall do His will I shall be like him. I know that this is the true work of God. To serve and to love unconditionally.

"And charity suffereth long, and is kind, and envieth not, and is not puffed up, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil, and rejoiceth not in iniquity but rejoiceth in the truth, beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things."

For Mom and Dad

This weekly post is dedicated to my Mom and Dad.
 

   Happy 27th Anniversary! Words cannot explain the love which I feel for my parents. Not only were they the people who raised me, fed me, and taught me. But they were my greatest examples. Every word and deed led me to greater light and understanding of God's Plan for me. Never did a day go by in my life that I did not learn something unique and special from them. I know without a doubt in my mind that the Lord led my parents to each other and blessed their sacred bond. They have blessed the lives of not only 4 small children but have blessed the lives of hundreds of people. 

     Because of them, I know my Creator, I know my God and King, my Savior and Redeemer. I know He lives and loves each and every one of us. I know of His mercy and power. His grace and glory. I see God's light and wisdom in their faces and know I was sent to them for a purpose. My heart sings of the greatness and mercy of our Heavenly Father for blessing me with such loving and wonderful earthly guides. To me, my parents are the most Christ-like people I know and although they may not see it or consider it, I do. Que Dios les bendiga tu matrimonio eternamente y que siempre haiga felicidad y gozo en tus corazones! Les Amo!

He Hears

     This week as I was reading the Book of Mormon and I came across a scripture that caught my attention. Mormon 9:27-29
"O then despise not, and wonder not, but hearken unto the words of the Lord, and ask the Father in the name of Jesus for what things soever ye shall stand in need. Doubt not, but be believing, and begin as in times of old, and come unto the Lord with all your heart, and work out your own salvation with fear and trembling before him. 

Be wise in the days of your probation; strip yourselves of all uncleanness; ask not, that ye may consume it on your lusts, but ask with a firmness unshaken, that ye will yield to no temptation, but that ye will serve the true and living God.
See that ye are not baptized unworthily; see that ye partake not of the sacrament of Christ unworthily; but see that ye do all things in worthiness, and do it in the name of Jesus Christ, the Son of the living God; and if ye do this, and endure to the end, ye will in nowise be cast out."
     Does God the Father and His son Jesus Christ really consider our prayers and answer them? Many times I have been asked this question and have asked myself this question while here in the mission. This last week as I was struggling inwardly about this very topic I read this scripture and it seemed to come to me at the very precise moment that I needed it. Not only was this very scripture the answer to my prayers and my doubts but it also gave me strength and inspiration to help me overcome some trials I was passing through. 

     I know that God answers every one of our prayers. "Ask, and ye shall receive." I know that God is our Loving Heavenly Father and through him and through the Gospel of Jesus Christ we can be cleansed of all impurity and obtain the strength we need that we "yield to no temptation." I pray that ye would ask in faith with a "firmness unshaken" for anything that you stand in need of. "Come unto the Lord with all your heart, and work out your own salvation." I continually stand as a witness of Jesus Christ. I know He lives and He is there for us in every moment and in every trial.

The Key to Blessings

     This last week we had many opportunities to serve. On Saturday we went early in the morning and we helped a very poor family put plastic up on their roof to protect them from the rain. It always leaves within my heart a good feeling being able to serve others. Another day we were walking through the streets and there was a man that we saw taking out water from near his house after it rained to keep from flooding the house and with our missionary clothes and all we helped him move the water into the streets. Sometimes I feel moved by the spirit to do something but afterward I don't feel like I accomplished anything. I guess I am not able to see the spiritual effects that we have on other people.
     This week I was reading about Christ's visit to the Americas and I noticed how much he was in constant communication with His Heavenly Father. And how much he gave appreciation and thanks to the spirit that was poured out upon the people. I feel that many times we take for granted the many blessings that the Lord pours out upon us and the Spirit that we feel. I feel like I forget much about the Lords mercy and His grace. I know that constant prayer and thanksgiving is the key to blessings.

"And it came to pass that Jesus blessed them as they did pray unto him; and his countenance did smile upon them,and the light of his countenance did shine upon them, and behold they were as white as the countenance and also the garments of Jesus; and behold the whiteness thereof did exceed all the whiteness, yea, even there could be nothing upon earth so white as the whiteness thereof."
"And Jesus said unto them: Pray on; nevertheless they did not cease to pray." 3 Nephi 19:25-26

The Fallen

This last week I had some time to think and I found myself inspired to write a poem. I hope it helps you see a little into the state of the heart and soul in sin and the feelings that the atonement brings.

The Fallen

Fallen,

into darkness.

Oh great my despair!

Death, he had got me,

caught in his snare.

Fallen,

to the depths.

Cold and surrounding,

into the abyss,

my soul drowning.

Fallen,

my heart.

The crime committed.

Unto the darkness,

my soul submitted.

Fallen,

a light.

So brilliant, warm, and bright.

Just out of reach,

the will to fight.

Fallen,

a hand.

Extended toward me,

tender and scarred,

who was I to be freed?

Fallen,

my knees.

Guilt and tears,

into thine hands,

I commend my fears.

Fallen,

my pride.

now meek and humble,

"Suffer me Lord,

that I do not stumble!"

Fallen,

the weapons,

of my rebellion.

Into the earth,

I will bury them.

Fallen,

His love.

For me He died.

A sinner like me,

who else would have tried?

Fallen,

the blood.

Spilt from every pore.

With cries of agony,

He opened the door.

Fallen,

below all.

Oh how bitter that cup!

For me and for you,

He drank it up.

Fallen,

His eyes,

upon my face.

"For you my son,

sufficient,

my grace."

Yielding My Heart to God

     This last week we had transfers and my companion, Elder Hughes, went home. My new companion is Elder Fonseca from Tegucigalpa, Honduras. Last Saturday we had the baptism of Hazlly. She was a young woman who had come to church before years ago but for some reason had never taken the missionary lessons. We found her about a month ago and invited her to go to church with us. She said that she had loved going to the church before but had never been baptized. Across the street from her lived a member who she knew very well. The member across the street helped us take her to church and supported her all the way towards baptism. It was a great experience and the young woman was very excited for the baptism.
     Ever since the conference with the new mission president and his talk about spiritual power, i have been pondering and searching the scriptures more on the topic and taking from the lives of the prophets of old ways that I can obtain more spiritual power. Today I read a scripture that is found in
Helaman 3:35
"Nevertheless they did fast and pray oft, and did wax stronger and stronger in their humility, and firmer and firmer in the faith of Christ, unto the filling their souls with joy and consolation, yea, even to the purifying and the sanctification of their hearts, which sanctification cometh because of their yielding their hearts unto God."
     For they did "fast and pray oft and did wax stronger and stronger in their humility." How many times do we take fasting and prayer for granted? How often do we selfishly use these gifts and tools that God has given us for our own benefit and not for the salvation of others? These things I have asked myself and wonder how I can procure that kind of love and devotion towards the work of salvation and the cause of righteousness. I hope that these desires may work in me unto faith and action. I pray that I might better yield my heart to God as to receive the sanctification and purification of the Holy Spirit.

Hasten the Work

     This last Friday I had the opportunity to meet our new mission president, President Brown. It was very nice to see and meet his family as well. A very large difference between them and President and Sister Russell but, I believe that they are inspired and have been called of God to preside over this great mission at this time. I know that the Lord is hastening His work and that He is preparing us for an even greater work among all the children of men. I know that the Lord has inspired His prophets to call this man as our mission president. I know that God is our loving Heavenly Father and that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of the Living God. I know this is His work. May the Lord bless us and refine us so that we may be as the great missionaries of olden times, as Paul and Peter and Ammon and Alma. I know that we are His disciples and that He has called each one of us to work in His vineyard. May the Lord always manifest unto us His Merciful hand forever and ever.

"Behold, I will hasten my work in its time." D&C 88:73

True Faith

     I recently encountered a man who was looking for God and the truth in his life but for some reason had not found it yet. We taught him the restoration and told him to pray about it. A few days later we came back and he said that he had prayed about it but he had asked God to give him a sign if it was true. This morning I found myself reading in the 32nd chapter of Alma in the Book of Mormon. On this occasion, there was a multitude of people who, because of their exceeding poverty, had become humbled unto the reception of the Word of God. Alma teaches that those who humble themselves before God without being compelled to be humble will be blessed, but then he goes on to say-

"Yea, there are many who do say: If thou wilt show unto us a sign from heaven, then we shall know of a surety; then we shall believe. Now I ask, is this faith? Behold, I say unto you, Nay; for if a man knoweth a thing he hath no cause to believe, for he knoweth it. And now, how much more cursed is he that knoweth the will of God and doeth it not, than he that only believeth, or only hath cause to believe, and falleth into transgression? Now of this thing ye must judge. Behold, I say unto you, that it is on the one hand even as it is on the other; and it shall be unto every man according to his work."

     How many of us do ACT in Faith? and how many of us to wait for a sign? for if we have faith our acts are unto our benefit and blessing for we truly believe without seeing. We humbleth ourselves without being compelled to humility. Act upon the Faith which you have and God will manifest himself unto us through His mercy and grace.

Faith to be Healed

     As I ponder upon the rich blessings which the Lord doth bestow upon the children of men in all His mercy and grace, I come to a knowledge of the truthfulness of His word and law. For unto every man it is meted unto him according to the observance and obedience which he pays. Our Heavenly Father sees fit to bless every man according to every righteous desire. Our faith and diligence are demonstrations of that love and righteous desire that we have. This last week I found myself in a situation in which my faith and desire to serve God and obey Him played a huge part in the miracle which I beheld. Finding myself sick with fever and with body pain, I found my will to keep working diminishing until I finally said, "I can do no more". As I prayed to God that He might deliver me from this illness which kept me from doing the work I had been given, I was prompted to ask for a blessing from my companion. As my companion blessed me I felt strength fill my muscles and bones.

     With renewed energy and strength I continued on giving gratitude to God. After an hour or so I began to feel the same effects again and I felt my body begin to give in. I prayed "Lord, why dost thou not heal me completely now?". Having completed our work as much as possible I retired home. The next morning I then saw the miracle a full recovery from an illness that could have lasted me weeks or months, gone in a day. I have yet to understand exactly why the Lord waited to heal me completely until the following day. But I do know that it was His power by which I was healed. I know that God has given His power and authority unto man and that it is held and maintained by the men of the Church of Jesus Christ restored upon the Earth. It is with this same power I was healed and for the faith and desire to serve Him that was exercised.

A Righteous Father

     This week I would like to dedicate this weekly blog to my father, Benjamin Lim. In my time here in Nicaragua I have had much retrospection. All my life my father has been a constant figurehead and rock in my life. Even though worldly values and opinions change my father has never changed his faith nor his duty to God. As i grew i saw my father do many things for me in service. Never murmuring or complaining. During my swimming career of 11 years, I can count on one hand the number of meets and competitions he missed. Every morning for 4 years my father woke up extra early to make breakfast for me and my brothers before seminary. For 6 years my father woke me up and made sure I was at my priesthood leadership meetings. During many years he was in everything, a part of everything. Never wavering. For many years I have always looked out into the world for comfort and for love, what I had never realized is that my true comfort and love came from within the walls of my very home. In sickness, health, trial, an recognition, he was there, my father. To my greatest example, teacher, and bestest friend in the world, I dedicate this day. I love you Dad.

"Yea, verily, verily I say unto you, if all men had been, and were, and ever would be, like unto (my father), behold, the very powers of hell would have been shaken forever; yea, the devil would never have power over the hearts of the children of men."

This is Jonathan. His father baptized him! It was a nice experience to have this father baptize his own son.

Farewell President & Sister Russell

This week we had Multizone conferences with President and Sister Russell. Things were very emotional as they said their final goodbyes. I know that even though I sometimes questioned the reason for the things President would do I know now that this man was truly called of God to preside over this great mission. As a result of President and Sister Russells leadership the Nicaragua Managua South Mission is the most successful of all Central America. I know that as I trust God and His servants I can know that my obedience towards them will bring me blessings both temporal and spiritual. I am grateful that I was sent to this mission at this great time to reap the fruits of this great harvest. I know that the Nicaraguans have been prepared for this time and that God is working among them. I love this work and testify of its divinity. I know He is at the helm and we can be powerful instruments in his hands to bring to pass much righteousness.

Hope in Darkness

     At the commencement of John and Emily's lives together, I dedicate this post to them and ask that my words be shared at the appropriate time.
     As I reflect on these past few years, I am reminded of the

of the way my beloved brother John and Emily met. In what seemed like one of the lowest points of my brother's life, he found the one shining hope in the midst of the darkness, that was Emily. I remember John telling me about her for the first time and the way his eyes sparkled and the broad smile that crossed his face as he described her to me. He seemed to have been deeply emotionally and spiritually touched by the presence of such a wonderful and very beautiful young woman. As they began to date I knew by the way they looked at each other and the great depth of spiritual connection they shared that they would someday marry. And like always, I was right. If you don't believe in fairy tales and love stories, you should believe this one.
     John and Emily, know that you are two of the greatest people I know, aside from Mom and Dad of course. Your shining example has helped me strengthen my testimony in the Savior Jesus Christ and His gospel. I love you two more than I can describe and more than you might believe. I pray that at this sacred and glorious time you might be able to know of my great support and love for you. May God bless you with many long years, with much happiness, and many children! Congratulations and Felicidades! - Elder Alejandro Lim, Nicaragua Managua South Mission.

The Lord's Harvest

     Well, my time here in San Judas is coming to a sad close. With transfers coming up next week I will be transferred out of the office and back into to field. There are many people here that I have grown to love and have become a huge part of my life. I feel like I understand the words of Paul in his letters to the various cities he visited and taught the gospel in. I feel that same longing and hope that those people whom I taught will stand firm in the faith and learn to become true disciples of Jesus Christ. I hope that my testimony helped these people feel of my deep love and conviction for this Gospel and for the Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. I pray for the Gospel light to always shine as a light in the lives of every one of these blessed sons and daughters of God. This is my hope and my prayer.

"Behold, the field was ripe, and blessed are ye, for ye did thrust in the sickle, and did reap with your might, yea, all the day long did ye labor; and behold the number of your sheaves! And they shall be gathered into the garners, that they are not wasted. Yea, they shall not be beaten down by the storm at the last day; yea, neither shall they be harrowed up by the whirlwinds; but when the storm cometh they shall be gathered together in their place, that the storm cannot penetrate to them; yea, neither shall they be driven with fierce winds whithersoever the enemy listeth to carry them. But behold, they are in the hands of the Lord of the harvest, and they are his; and he will raise them up at the last day." Alma 26: 5-7

The Gospel Blesses Families

     I would like to take this chance to write about a great experience I had this week and with it applies a great Gospel principle that all of us should understand to have hope and light in this life. A few days ago we were meeting with a family we are teaching who are progressing really well. As we met with them the wife wanted to tell us that about 3 years ago her and her husband had a really bad relationship and it was so bad that it came to the point that she packed up all her stuff and the kids and moved away. They were still in contact but their relationship had plummeted into almost nothing. Many times she was so frustrated she had very dangerous thoughts and intentions come to her mind. For 3 years they lived apart wanting to have a happy family but didn't know how. 

     About 3 months ago, the wife decided to move back in with the husband. things were a little better but they still had the same attitude towards each other. Several weeks ago the wife was so angry with God she would cry and yell out "Where are you God?" and "Why do you make me suffer like this?" About 3 weeks ago as she was contemplating her sad and miserable state in life. Two young men in white shirts and ties, Elder Lim and Elder Hernandez, knocked on her door and invited her to hear a message of Jesus Christ that would help us find a happy family. Interested, she gladly accepted a visit for the following day. As they left her doorstep she thought to herself, "If these young men can change my husband and help us become a family, I will believe in God again". That night she told her husband that the missionaries would be coming the following day. To her surprise and relief he accepted with enthusiasm. The next day the two young missionaries came back and shared a message of the Restoration and of the Gospel of Jesus Christ. That night they both accepted the baptismal challenge and now to this day have seen miracles in their family. The husband has changed completely and they are both feeling the blessings the gospel brings. The spirit fills their home and there is love in their relationship.

     I know it sounds like some tragic and dramatic love story but its true. God knows and loves His children perfectly. He has prepared a plan for every single one of us. Maybe we suffer for a moment so that soon He can shine the light before us and we are then humble enough to accept it and let it light our lives. This story reminded me of a video published by the church a few years ago called The Hope of Gods Light. I invite you to go watch this video and reflect on the meaning of patience and trust in God. Sometimes God doesn't take all of our problems away at once but waits until we are sufficiently humble so that we can receive the fulness of His love. In the Book of Mormon, the people of Alma were not led out of captivity immediately but their burdens were lightened until they had the faith sufficient to be freed by God's hand. 

"Yea, and I also exhort you, my brethren, that ye be watchful unto prayer continually, that ye may not be led away by the temptations of the devil, that he may not overpower you, that ye may not become his subjects at the last day; for behold, he rewardeth you no good thing. And now my beloved brethren, I would exhort you to have patience, and that ye bear with all manner of afflictions; that ye do not revile against those who do cast you out because of your exceeding poverty, lest ye become sinners like unto them; But that ye have patience, and bear with those afflictions, with a firm hope that ye shall one day rest from all your afflictions." Alma 34:39-41

Happy Mother's Day

     This last week I had the opportunity to speak with my mother for the second time here in the mission and it is such a blessing to be able to have such a wonderful and loving mother. The scriptures are filled with great examples of faithful women who beyond all odds raised amazing children. In the book of mormon we read of the stripling warriors who beyond doubt had great mothers and it was for the strict obedience of their mothers and their confidence in the Lord that their sons become valiant men and successful in their efforts to defend their country and their freedom.
     "For as I had ever called them my sons (for they were all of them very young) even so they said unto me: Father, behold our God is with us, and he will not suffer that we should fall; then let us go forth; we would not slay our brethren if they would let us alone; therefore let us go, lest they should overpower the army of Antipus. Now they never had fought, yet they did not fear death; and they did think more upon the liberty of their fathers than they did upon their lives; yea, they had been taught by their mothers, that if they did not doubt, God would deliver them. And they rehearsed unto me the words of their mothers, saying: We do not doubt our mothers knew it."
     I echo the words of these two thousand young men in saying that I do not doubt my mother knows it. I know that I was entrusted in her care and that God knew that he could trust in her. I know that I have a loving Heavenly Father because I know I have loving parents and through the grace of God I am here on this earth as one of Gods messengers because of my parents and their faithfulness to God and His commandments. I know God can do all things and If he can preserve 2 thousand young men from inevitable death I know that he can help me become a better man and a better holder of His priesthood. I want to wish my mother a happy mothers day and I pray that God blesses her with a long and happy life.

Rejected of Men

     This last weekend we had one of Heavenly Father's precious daughters enter the waters of baptism. Her name is Ruth. Ruth had been visiting the church earlier and the missionaries had been teaching her about a year ago but she didn't want to stop drinking coffee and working on Sundays so they dropped her. Now, one year later one of the same missionaries who had been teaching her one year ago came back to the area and found her again and this time she seemed to be ready to receive the gospel with full heart. This woman has come directly from the great and spacious building known as the world, taken hold of the rod of iron and has held fast until these moments. 

     Even though many of her family members taunt her and curse her for being what she was, I know that through baptism the Lord has cleansed her and wiped away all sin. She is a true example of a disciple of Jesus Christ and I know that Christ descended from heaven to suffer and die for people like her. I know the power of the atonement is real, that it heals and sanctifies. The other day we came to her house and in tears told us of all the cruel things her family would tell her and call her. As I prayed to know what to tell her and how to comfort her, this one scripture came to mind-

"He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief; and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not. Surely he has borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows; yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted. But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed." Mosiah 14:3-5

My hope and prayer is that all people I teach come to know and understand the reason for the atonement and the blessings it brings upon us as we act according to the great plan of redemption. I know that Christ did not come to the earth for the righteous, but came for the afflicted, the bruised, the rejected, the sinner. We are all sinners, thus we all have need of an atonement, a reconciliation before God. I know that Jesus Christ is the Son of God, our Eternal Head, the Author of our redemption.